I'm impatient right now, Having too many second thoughts going through my head. Thinking about all the negative shit and not giving the positive any space. Right now , I feel like I don't matter and Like i'm not good enough. I regret everything i ever said to you in the beginning but you know deep down I still fucking care. Right now im two seconds away from crying and taking my ass to the shower to do some more thinking. But why am i stressing over it? This happens to me every time I see you , Everything just comes rushing after me . I love you.